Change

       Never have I thought about my future as much as I have this year. It's my senior year and it's time for me to start really figuring out where I want to go to further my education, how I am going to get there, and what I want to spend the rest of my life doing. These decisions are probably the hardest I have ever had to make and I tend to change my mind all the time. So basically, I'm conflicted.

    I think what I am mostly afraid of is how different my life will be in a year from now.  At this point I feel like I can end up almost anywhere for college but I want it to be somewhere that I love. Since I've had the absolute best high school experience at Mayfair, it scares me to think that in a year I will be at a different school in a totally different environment. Also, since my group of friends have been very close throughout all of high school, it saddens me knowing we will all probably be at completely different places next year. Honestly, change scares me and I'm going to experience a lot of it very shortly. 

      Even though the future frightens me it's also very exciting. I'm looking forward to going to college, meeting new people, and discovering things about myself. I feel that college is going to be such a high point in my life and will really shape me into the person I want to become. No matter my decisions, I know I'm going to make the best out of wherever I go or whatever I do. All in all, change is going to be hard for me to deal with at first but I know it will be essential to help me grow as a person and experience new things.